The Delicate Balance: The Freedom of Forgiveness

Inspired by the ancient book of wisdom; The Tao Te Ching: Verse Eighteen

The great Tao fades away. There is benevolence and justice Intelligence comes forth. There is great deception The six relations are not harmonious.There is filial piety and kind affection The country is in confused chaos. There are loyal ministers

Lao Tzu

Imagine a world where nurses and other members of the interdisciplinary healthcare team actually supported each other and collaborated well. I can hear the groans and cynical replies. Countless articles and books have been written on this subject. New terms have entered our professional vernacular such as lateral and horizontal violence. We can protest the insinuation but the reality still lingers. Professional caregivers have a tendency to eat their young and often anyone else who comes close.

There is no clear cut answer as to why this is. It has gone on for a long time. Therefore it is fair to say that the root cause is anchored deep under many layers accumulated over many years. The price that is paid by the object of the aggression and by the aggressor is immeasurable. Just reflect a moment on our overall state of physical health. Obesity, joint pain, heart disease, endocrine issues, back and neck pain, depression, migraine; we are slowly killing each other. Blame it on the stress of the job if you want but I want to propose an alternative reason. Is it possible that we are all suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder?

The years of disconnect from the reason why we went into human services, how were learned to practice in school and the inevitable reality shock that followed have taken its toll. I am beginning to believe that the years of staffing issues, overtime, downsizing, rightsizing, regulatory oversight, juggling academic preparation with family responsibilities and the subtle perception that no matter what you do it just isn’t good enough have left us all shell shocked. Google anything on post-traumatic stress disorder and see if the symptoms don’t sound alarmingly familiar. Interventions to workplace aggression, no matter how well intended, are often too little and too late.

So what is the answer? The answer lies in awareness and recognition. Post-traumatic stress disorder is not a diagnosis reserved for the veterans of war. It also applies to warriors who battle within the healthcare industry trying to make a difference one patient, resident or client at a time. The common denominator for individuals with PTSD is a sense of helplessness. When a professional feels helpless to influence their circumstances anger soon follows. How we express this anger and who is the object of our anger is what I am beginning to believe is at the heart of our aggression toward each other. I encourage each of us to consider this possibility.

If these thoughts resonate with you then you must take action to help yourself. Work with a mentor, coach or if necessary seek appropriate therapy. I implore you to resist seeing the issue in everyone else and find the courage to deal with yourself. We are all guilty. Even if your response to co-worker aggression is to turn a blind eye, you are involved. You may not be able to change the mindset of the darker side of the profession. You can certainly change yourself. With faith, courage and loving kindness directed inward you can heal yourself.

As you take solid steps toward wellness keep in mind the time honored message that Lao Tzu is sharing in this verse of the Tao. Treat the other as you wish to be treated. If the other treats you unjustly, responding with aggression only feeds the darkness so respond with (Light) compassion.

The most important ethical principle in Taoism is the concept of Wu-Wei. This is defined by Renard (2002) as either acting naturally or as non-action. Wu Wei is not laziness or indifference. It is being in the flow with the Great Oneness. The ethical belief underlying Wu Wei is the principle that people are to act for the greater good at all times.

Act without struggling or trying to force events to occur. By conducting yourself in this way, you are not reacting to a negative workplace culture or unofficial rules established by overt or passive aggressive bullies and cliques. You are maintaining your standards of ethics and inner moral code without allowing outside influences to affect them. Then you need to try to forgive. Remember forgiveness does not require that you to forget an event. It does require that you let go of the pain that is associated with recalling or reliving that event. Forgiveness does not absolve the other person. It frees you.

Phyllis Quinlan, PhD, RN-BC

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